I have a condition called Secondary Addisons Disease. And it is really rare. I'm going to be on corticosteroids for the rest of my life. And today I had the first EEG because I have been having tonic clonic grand mal siezures. the big whoopy do ones where your not concious and your eyes roll back in your head and your completly disoriented for quite some time. I'm scared that I'm going to end up with epilepsy as well. I'm really worried its going to screw wth my medication regime. my next EEG will be sleep deprived, because if I dont sleep I usually end up having a big siezure. I dont know whether I should be comforted that at least epilepsy can be treated. My greatest fear is its going to be something else really rare and hard to treat in conjunction with everything else. Sometimes I get that feeling of why the fuck does all this wierd stuff happen to me. If this stops me from going back to uni I am going to spit nails.
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